Your heart is like an anchor

I think I do it just to make you mad, I think I do it for you to call me names like he did, to push me like he did, and then when I see that all you want to do is love me I freak out because I’ve never have that happen to me, I’m fucking everything up, I think I’m sabotaging myself from being happy. I love you, I fucking love you. You’re mine, you’re my kitty, I just wish I could get over my stupid emotional baggage that is dragging me down. Please don’t give up on me.